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So. Today kristen and i went climbing.....i climbed so much i think im going to die just kidding hahaha....but seriously...my muscles are DIEING lol i decided today....why the heck do i always refuse to climb......rock climbing is freaking AWESOME i love rock climbing. I think that rock climbing is flipping amazing. (sometimes i think that i donapos;t want to go climbing because everybody that seems to go climbing is all super toned....and really i just donapos;t want anybody to see my fat ass go up that wall.....and think the same thing im thinking....which is "eeewwwwww....its all sweaty")� thats an entirely different subject by the way------i am such a sweaty person.....im so sweaty that when im climbing the people at the bottom must think that they are taking a freaking salty shower hahahhaha. Anyways....today i finally got over the stupid "i suck at climbing and i sweat like crazy and the i have a fat ass "self-conciousness" that i was expereienceing at the last whatever of my life and i decided that i donapos;t care. Woooohooo for climbing
i love climbing
anyways, now that i have gotten over how much i seemed to enjoy climbing....ill focus on something entirely differnet
theres this pressure right�now that�i need to ditch my unchristian friends or something.....however today.....i feel much differently about that
kris and i went climbing for hours and hours and i love spending time with her.....and just being myself and her being herself....i really love her....and find myself being encouragd by her and her character and how she takes things....i have learned a lot about myself from just being around her and sorta reinforcing my beliefs because i need to think about them more....our conversations are always upbuilding to one another and its just like we are supposed to have these talks....and stuff. She reminds me on so many different levels what reality is and what its like to be lost and searching....even if your not even aware that you are searching......as for thinking that it wasnapos;t Godapos;s plan that we were best friends....i doubt it. Godapos;s hand has been in this every step....and i mean....lots of things that we have done wernapos;t glorifying to him in ANY�WAY...but shes been apart of my entire maturing experience up to this point....i donapos;t feel like im completely mature yet and i donapos;t feel like our relationship is not beneficial for me. Infact....i feel the complete opposite. I feel like we very much need to be hanging out right now.....i love kristen.....and i love our adventures....wheather we are climbing or snowboarding or whatever....shes rad and i love her.
and she hugs me.
i feel like i need lots of hugs right now

i busted out the night of saki with sid tonight. We talked about university and stuff....just solving the worlds problems again.....and hes a taking a yoga class i am so surprised i could just die. Like when i started yoga he was all "ancient religeon super evil.....donapos;t ever do it...blah blah blah blah" and now hes all like...YOGA�IS�AWESOME......:)
and he said today that he wanted to start a gym.....and offer christian yoga....lol....i was actually thinking of applying to be a yoga instructor just a few days ago.....who knows.....anyways....sleep is calling--mostly because i know i have to be up super early tommorrow to coach soccer.

i hope i landed that position at TSN......hmmmm.......

love love love
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